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A/N. this is set in the modern era, so basically the marauders but itâs in 2024, no voldemort, everyone is just happy and alive !! plus this isnso bad istgđđ im so sorry
summary. looking back on soft launching your relationship with Severus during your youthful years at hogwarts and comparing it to present time
requested. yes || no
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not.yn Hey lover<3
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jamie.potter maybe the schools weirdo can pull after all
b.rregulus when???? what???
lils.evans so happy for the both of u!! >w<
â°â€ jamie.potter yh me too or whateverŚ
â°â€ not.yn simp
posted 8 years ago
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s.snape Youâre my, my, my.. My kind of woman đ€
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not.yn đ€đ€đ€
lils.evans the best couple at hogwarts đ„°
â°â€ jamie.potter what about uss đ
â°â€ rj.lupin and you called severus weirdâŠ
â°â€ jamie.potter THAT WAS IN 4TH YEAR???? STOP??
â°â€ s.snape i know what you did
â°â€ jamie.potter IM LIT GETTING ATTACKED RN YOU FORGAVE US LIKE HALF A YEAR AGO??
â°â€ not.yn bully allert cancel himđ
posted 7 years ago
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mary.macd0nald enemies to friends (and some to lovers) đ»
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not.yn never wouldâve thought we would all be a big friend group one day đ„čđ€
â°â€ s.snape tell me about it
lils.evans yesterday was so funn!! love you guys
mars.mckinns we need to do this again sometime!
posted 7 years ago
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not.yn welcome to the world baby girl đ€ 13/10/2024
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s.snape my two beautiful girls â€ïž
lils.evans shes so cute đ proud of you mama
s.black uncles are gonna teach her how to have fun đ„°
â°â€ not.yn hell nah đ€șđ€ș
â°â€ jamie.potter hell yes ;)
â°â€ rj.lupin leave the poor baby alone she hasnât even been home for a week yet (congratulation đ€)
mary.macd0nald was just looking back on our teenage years!! so happy to have a new addition to our little group â€ïž
b.rregulus canât wait to meet her
mars.mckinns girl that speed ticket to the hospital was so worth it. happy for the both of you â€ïž
posted 1 month ago
âHun, what are you doing?â Severus whispered as he closed the door of your daughters room. He layed down on the coach next to you, putting a hand over your shoulders to bring you close, a smile spreading across your face, heart thumping even after so many years of being together. Severus looks down at your phone and his eyes turn to one of shock once he notices the photos he thought heâd never see again.
âYou still have those? Thought you deleted them since it was like.. when we were 16?â He raised a brow and scrolled through the many pictures that had been taken in your younger years. âYeah I just felt.. nostalgic. Iâve never deleted them off my account and I donât plan to.â A chuckle leaves Severusâ throat and shows you the picture of him you took at the time you announced your relationship, putting it next to his face. âYou think Iâve changed much?â
âNot really, you just donât have your long-long hair anymore. Weâre just 23 Severus, what were you expecting at this age? Wrinkles?â You flick his forehead and he winces sarcastically, giving you a dramatic pained expression. âYou hurt me, darling.â He sits up and cups your cheek, pulling you into his lap with a sweet smile. âAnd I must say youâve grown out of your shy phase and you do smile a lot more.. however I canât say the same when were around other people.â You smirk, tucking a strand of loose hair behind his ear. âAnd you havenât grown out of your constant teasing.â He grunted into your neck and embraced you to hide the small smile forming on his lips. âWhat can I say? I guess adulthood hasnât quite kicked in yet.â
However your statement got cut short once you heard your daughters sobs, which died down just as quick as they started. A sigh of relief escaped your lips as Severus breathed out a laugh. âYou were saying?â He whispered, looking deep into your eyes im which he couldâve gotten lost in during that very moment. He lifted you in his arms and walked with you in his arms to your bedroom, laying you down onto the bed.
âHow about we.. get a bit more nostalgic tonight, hm?â
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Ive never been big on those lying vommandments. Look at the religio fucks who tout them. Ohbthey never murder anyone right. See how they stopped fighting yhats my order not some presidents. They were starting yo get hammered the further they got from the border. Much further ot would have been ww3. I would have just started eorld war 3 but theyre not me. So doing that isnt on their level. Its on mine. What fo you think of religios now??? Hypocritical assholes. Good now you know what you already knew anyway. And what modt of us human beings know. Ah to je ots a waste of time. Like playing dungeons and deagons its the exact same thing. A game or cult of raquet as i often call it. Gof EmmaâŠaint the biggest fan or religion. Weird eh. No they ste weird im fibe im cool im King of thid stupid earth. Im Azriel ill waste thos whole dtupid loser relgio fuck off planet. Gazas done back off. Ya got most of them God hates despises anyway who would try to wipe out anothercrace entirely. Its ovef mop ip and get out. Dont yhen watch what hapoens to you all. I dont xmcare or have mych love for the middle east. Its hard being in thd burning light Emma. Maybe you just wanna go hide back on yhr dark. Youll be safer there im gonna kool these movie lisrrs soon knyo the new year. This workd my world can easily do without them. Theyre arragant in Gods face they kust all dod sweetoe as an example just like sodon. Exactly like that. Well lets watch what happens to the chianese now??? Ooo ok. See Emma will even stick up for you assholes. Shes a good person. Most people wouldnt. Gabriel Michael with me for the holidays. ThoseâŠare my real friends who shoe proper respect. Unlike most of you.
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Puppy Grin
TYRANTS || STORY MASTERLIST
PAIRING: rafe cameron x fem!reader
WARNINGS: MDNI 18+ Content, swearing, sexual content, drug and alcohol use, violence
WORD COUNT: 3.1k
I'm alone, to beginning
Just sat right here with my puppy grin
For you and your sneaking on holidays, holidays
What fun to be had
When you've got me here to hit right back
Just some Polly parroting on and on and like you want
What's up with you?
It's never been like you to be back and begging
I've been no good at acting as I should
New Years Eve
My boots clacked against the pavement as I walked to Sabrinaâs house, book bag filled to the brim with everything I needed to get ready for tonight. I knock on the large front door and am greeted by Sabrina, wrapped in a robe with her makeup half done and her hair up in a towel.
We greet each other and she leads me upstairs to her room, clothes sprawled out everywhere. I trip over a pair of heels and she profusely apologizes, throwing them across the room, landing on top of a pile of purses.
âSorry I canât fucking figure out what I wanna wear, which is preventing me from starting my eye makeup. Can you help?â I nod my head and start picking up dresses from her bed, inspecting each one.
âOoo what about this one?â I ask, reaching back behind her bed. It was a black sparkly mini dress that she bought online a few months ago but never wore. I remember watching her buy it off her laptop in second period.
âOh my GOD yes!â she screams, giving me a hug. I help her shove all of her clothes into her closet and start setting up my own little station by her mirror, applying my makeup.
âSo who do you think youâre gonna kiss tonight?â I finally ask as I wrap a piece of hair around the hot wand. Sabrina peaks out from the bathroom and smirks.
âHavenât decided.â she says before spraying hairspray on her head. âIâve been hooking up with DJ Gabe for only like a week but thereâs no strings attached.â
âWhat about Topper?â I ask, quirking an eyebrow at her. He was the host of tonights New Years Eve outing.
âWhat about him?â she responds sweetly, admiring herself in the mirror.
âWhat do you mean what about himâ I say with a laugh, finishing up with the last strand of hair that needed to be curled. I spritz some hair spray on it then run a comb through the curls to loosen them up.
âNo idea what youâre talking aboutâ she says with a grin on her face. She walks out of the room and I roll my eyes, grabbing my dress and begin to slip it on.
The description on the website I found it from was âFemme Clubwear Gold Sequin Sleeveless Halter Backless Mini Dressâ I hadnât tried it on since purchasing so I was praying it would fit fine. If it didnât at least I knew Sabrina had plenty of extras to let me wear.
Sabrinaâs hopes for the night was to go home with the DJ from my birthday party. I had no motives for the night except to get drunk.
As if she read my mind, she reentered the room with a champagne bottle and two flutes in her hand.
âGod you look so good!â she exclaims. âI have to put mine on now.â she shoves the bottle and glasses into my hand and runs to her bathroom to change. I pour the glasses full and hand one out to her when she exits.
âYou look perfect.â I compliment her.
âDude I know.â she says, walking over to her mirror and taking a selfie. I giggle at her and pull out my phone. It was 9:33 and I had a text from Rafe.
Whatâre you wearing tonight?
Something sexy
Send me a picture
Youâll have to wait till you see it on my instagram
Youâre such a tease ⊠Give me the color at least
Gold
Wow that is sexy
Whatâs your plans for tonight
Slummin it with Sarah while she whines about not getting a New Years kiss with johnbee
:( Be nice to her
Only because you told me to.
Topâs throwin tonight weâre about to leave
Im jealous
You should be :p
Shut up
Make me
Dont ask for things you dont actually want
What if i do
âWhoâre you texting?â she says, taking a sip of champagne trying to peak down at my phone.
âNo one important.â I say, clicking my phone off.
âWhen are you gonna tell me whats going on between you and Rafe?â
âDont know what youâre talking about.â I say, mimicking her response from my probing questions earlier.
âI see the way he looks at you. And the way he touches you. He doesnât do that with anyone else. And I mean anyone.â She pours herself another full glass and tops mine off.
âWeâve known each other for a while. I grew up around them so he probably just thinks of me like a sister or something.â I say shrugging.
âYou and I both know he does not treat Sarah the same way he treats you so donât even try that.â she says, with a serious face this time.
âWhy does it matter Sab?â I ask, my face getting flustered. I let the topic go earlier about her and Top, but she wasnât letting this one go.
âYou guys would be cute.â she finally says after a few seconds of silence. I roll my eyes and walk over to my bag, pulling out my heels.
âThatâs not what it is.â I huff.
âHA so something IS going on!â
I decide to give in. I knew Sabrina wouldnât tell anyone and it was getting hard to keep it a secret from her anymore.
âFine. We slept together. A few times. But thatâs it.â
âAnd youâre texting.â
âHeâs in Bora Bora.â
âHeâs on vacation .. and hes on his phone texting you.â
âIts barely a conversation, let alone an intelligent one. No substance. Heâs just bored.â I say defensively, buckling the clip of my heels on and standing up.
âThis is so hot.â she says with a huge smile across her face. âI canât believe your fucking Rafe. Is he good?â she asks.
I down the flute of champagne, pouring myself another glass before answering.
âYea itâs pretty good.â I state. I check my phone to see that Rafe hadnât answered. I frown slightly and look back over to Sabrina.
âReady to go?â
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It was 11:45 and I was alone. A bottle of champagne in one hand and a joint in the other. I had stolen a few cigarettes from some random pack that was left unattended on the bar. Everyone was hammered, the music was too loud and I didnât feel like talking to anyone. I stumbled down the hill of Topperâs backyard and made my way to the pier, walking closer to the edge by the water. I sit down on the edge and light both the joint and the cig.
The bass of the music rumbled down to the deck, vibrating the water below. I checked my phone again and saw that Rafe still hadnât texted me back. I chugged a mouthful of champagne back and opened the spotify app. I was in the mood to listen to anything else other than house music.
The first song that plays on shuffle was Ribs. I laughed and turned the volume up, taking a drag from each of the lit sticks in my hands.
âWhatâre you doing out here?â The voice makes me practically jump out of my skin. I hadnât heard the footsteps due to my intoxication and music rumbling around me. I turn my head to see the dark figure walking closer. The light at the edge of the deck where I sat illuminated their face.
It was Rafe.
âWhat are you doing here?â I squeak out.
âDad had some business he needed to get back to so I hitched a ride with him.â
I rose to my feet and he walked closer to me.
âHow long have you been home? How long have you been here?â My heart was racing and I felt insecure, realizing at the sight he was looking at. Me, crossed and alone on new years, listening to Lorde.
âWe landed around 10, I got here around 11. âve been lookin for you. â
âYou couldâve texted me.â
âThat wouldâve ruined the surpriseâ he says with a smirk, stepping closer. He takes the bottle out of my hand and takes a swig. He then takes the joint out of my hand, taking a long drag. âLooks like I have some catching up to do.â he chuckles, and sits down next to my phone on the pier.
After a few seconds, I sit next to him, about a foot of space between us. I stare out into the water, finishing up the cig, passing it to him for the last hit it had. He takes a drag and bums it out on the deck. He passes me back the bottle and joint and cracks his knuckles. I take a few sips before breaking the silence.
âHow could you leave Bora Bora a week early?â
âDidnât want to be alone on New Years.â
âLike I amâ I snort. He looks over to me. For the first time, his eyes are soft. His pupils arenât dilated like they usually are when weâre at events like this, an effect from the white powder he snorts. I never see him sober anymore.
Hurricane by Halsey starts to play from my phone, filling the silence that had fallen between us again.
Thatâs exactly what he made me feel inside. Like there was a fucking storm brewing. I wanted to run and hide from the way he made me feel so I didnât have to accept it. Like I had whiplash from his emotions. I never knew if he was going to say something nice or something mean. I never knew what mood he would be in. He was always lingering, I never knew when to expect to see him. Like tonight. He just appeared. He tore me open, left me devastated. And I liked it.
âWell now weâre here. Not alone anymore.â he finally says. A shiver runs up my spine and I hand him back the bottle. I had reached my limit for the night. The world felt like it was spinning, his surprise appearance leaving me in a haze. A dreamlike state. I wanted to pinch myself to check if this was even real or if I blacked out and this was a dream.
A countdown from the house rumbled through the air. Rafe put the bottle down and inched towards me. My breath hitched and I felt my hands start to shake. His hand reaches up to cup the side of my face and I look at him. His eyes still soft.
When the crowd chants Happy New Year, he leans in and presses his lips against mine. Its the sweetest heâs ever kissed me. My shaky hands trail up and hold his neck, pressing myself up, deeper into the kiss. When we finally break free, he keeps his face close to mine.
âHappy New Year.â he whispers. Fireworks erupt from someones house across the water, lighting his face up with color.
âTake me home.â
Rafe led the way up the hill back to the Cameron estate, holding my hand and the other holding onto my heels that I had taken off.
When we walk inside the house is quiet and dark. He grabs two glasses of water from the kitchen and we go upstairs. We turn left at the top of the stairs, instead of my usual right to Sarahâs room. I held my breath when walking in, it felt odd going into his room. I havenât been inside of it since I was like 11.
It looked vaguely familiar from all those years ago, posters of his favorite artists and cars he liked, his desk with random papers piled on it. His closet door was closed, a few jackets hung from the back of the door. His floor was clean, which was a nice surprise from a teenage boy. His sheets were black and had a white knitted throw blanket on top.
He sat on the edge of the bed and reached his arms out, pulling me onto his lap, brushing a piece of hair behind my ear.
âThis dress is breathtaking.â he whispers. His hand trails from my cheek, fingers hovering over my bottom lip. I stay as still as possible, keeping eye contact with him. His thumb holds my chin, pulling my face closer to his.
âWhat do you want pretty girl?â he says, his breath lingers over my mouth and I hesitate for a second to answer.
âI want you.â I finally say, releasing the breath I had been holding. He presses his mouth against mine, I part mine open, letting his tongue circle around inside. I begin to unbutton his top, and unbuckle his pants. When they fall to the floor, I go down with them, on my knees in front of Rafe. He visibly gulps and I begin to palm his length on the outside of his boxers. They were Calvin Klein this time. I start to pepper kisses along his happy trail, teasing the band of his boxers, I can feel his abs flex, and he runs his fingers through my hair.
I finally pull his boxers off, his cock slapping up against his abdomen.
âHold my hair for me?â I ask, battling my lashes up at him. He nods his head feverishly, swiping it all up into his grip in one go. I spit on the top of his tip and hear his breathing get ragged.
Taking him in slowly, I wrap my lips around his tip, letting my spit drop down his shaft, using my hand to spread the saliva around. I swirl my tongue around his tip and look up at him, his eyes are squeezed shut.
I push myself down his length, trying to my hardest to make it down to his base without gagging. He bucks up into my mouth, making his tip hit the back of my throat. Tears brim my eyes and I feel drool dripping from the corners of my mouth. His eyes are still squeezed tight, his chest glistening against the warm light shining from the corner of the room.
Rafeâs hand pulls my hair up and he pushes back down, bobbing my head on his cock. I let him take over completely, and his hips start to thrust up into my mouth, his bottom lip tight between his teeth, he grunts loudly with each thrust.
âFuck âM gonna cum.â he whsipers, a soft whine coming from his mouth as hes unable to keep his composure before filling my mouth with his cum, shooting straight down the back of my throat.
I swallow everything he released into my mouth, wiping the outside corners with the back of my hand. Rafe releases his grip on my hair and I sit up on my knees, batting my eyelashes up at him for my next direction.
âIâm sorry I might be out of commission for tonight.â he says sheepishly, pulling his boxers back on and scratching the back of his head.
âItâs alright. I owed you anyways.â I respond before standing up and walking around to pick up my shoes. From the corner of my eye I see Rafe frown, and rub his hands on his face.
âYou headin out already?â he finally says after a few seconds of silence. I nod and walk back over to the bed, sitting on the edge next to him, attempting to put my shoes on.
âYou know, you can stay here if youâd like. Its dangerous out there.â I chuckle at this and look up to meet his eyes. Theyâre soft, and he has a vulnerable look on his face, something I havenât seen in a very long time.
âI dont know Rafe, we usually donât do that.â I say, trying to respect the non existent boundaries of our relationship. Weâve never even talked about what this is, let alone what was allowed. He chews on his lip nervously, another few seconds of silence linger around the room.
âBut I want you to stay.â I stop fumbling with my shoes when the words come out of his mouth. I internally debate on what this could mean. It was a line that seemed like it shouldn't be crossed, but looked so inviting to try.
âCan I borrow some clothes then?â I ask. He smiles and jumps off the bed, walking over to his dresser and tossing a pair of boxers and a t shirt. He walks to the ensuite bathroom, rummaging around in the cabinet and pulls out a toothbrush in its packaging.
âYou can use my toothpaste. I dont got any makeup remover, but I have some face wash and lotionâ he says into the room before starting to brush his own teeth. I slip off the dress I was wearing and place it onto his desk chair, placing the heels under his desk. I plug my phone into the closest outlet, and change into the clothes he provided. When Rafe steps out of the bathroom, I go in after him, using the toiletries he provided me to freshen up.
When I enter back into his bedroom, the last light that remains on is his bedside lamp. Rafe laid flat on his back, with his eyes closed. I crawl onto the bed, coming up beside him. He peaks one eye open and smiles, reaching his arms out to grab and pull me closer, pressing a kiss on my forehead.
I cuddle up against his chest, and he runs his fingers through my hair, falling deeper into sleep with each breath. I wasnât sure what possessed Rafe to fly home early, and invite me to stay the night at his house, but it worried me that this might mean we had to have some sort of discussion about what was happening. I had no experience with a situation like this before, and Sarahâs words about Rafe and his ill intentions haunted my thoughts.
I thought about what I wanted. I wasnât actually sure to be honest. Iâve known Rafe forever, I felt comfortable around him and he knows me well. But I also consider that heâs still just a guy with needs and maybe just wants a friends with benefits situation. Which I would be alright with, as long as if he gets to mess around with other people, so do I.
Before I could work myself up anymore about the thought of me and Rafe, soft snores escaped his mouth as he fell asleep. I clutched the side of his body tighter and kisses his cheek, whispering goodnight before resting my head on his chest and falling asleep.
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Im properly gonna get hate for this but I need to get this out there. As a Gojo lover and self-shipper Iâd like to take a minute to explain how Satoru is so mischaracterized by his fan girls and how you SatoSugu shippers and the jjk fandom as a whole really get on my nerves. Disclaimer even tho im not a SatoSugu shipper Iâm not hating on the ship just the fandom. And I donât want to hear âshe only hates SatoSugu bc she ships herself with Gojo. đĄâ When in reality I hate all jjk ships bc wtf is Gojo X Megumi & Gojo X Itadori??? First off Gojo RAISED Megumi and his sister like a FATHER. He was their GUARDIAN since they were little kids. Secondly theyâre minors Megumi and Itadori are literally 15 and some of yâall are shipping them with a 29 year old man??? Thatâs crazy and disgusting. Some of yâall are even shipping him with Sukuna the person who killed him and had yâall crying. I donât even know how that ship makes sense tbh. Satoru is a tragically written character. He was a person with good morals, dreams and ambitions. Ever since he popped out of the womb he was forced to be the strongest bc of his gifts. He didnât even get to have a childhood bc of that burden. Satoru has witnessed lots of deaths and has more blood on his hands then necessary AND he lost his best friend the person who really understood him the most. Satoru felt alone bc no one tried to get to know him as a person and not just as the strongest. No one even had the Human decency to even once ask him was he okay or even how his day was going. Iâm honestly surprised he didnât do what Geto did and turn villainous bc no one saw him as a person, not his colleagues/peers AND DEFINITELY not his fangirls. He died for sticking to his beliefs and morals. He died trying to protect people and properly felt weak bc not only was he forgotten by his students but his sacrifice wasnât even acknowledged. He didnât even really get a burial. But when season 2 came out some yâall really made Satoruâs entire personality about Suguru, His BEST FRIEND. Like I get it, Satoru and Suguru had great chemistry and went well together. They were fire & ice, yin & yang but I honestly donât see them as nothing more than brothers not to mention the ship is not only overhyped but also over sexualized and itâs fandom is toxic. Like some of you guys are literally on twitter arguing and sending death threats to people who simply donât like the ship. And are telling other Gojo lovers to off themselves bc they ship him with themselves or their OCâs and itâs not even that deep fr. And donât even get me started on what some of yâall are doing to the Gojo figurinesâŠ. Absolutely disgustingđ. Then you guys literally read the manga and watch the anime not for the plot but just to prove to everyone that Satoru is gay and that it should be canon or just bc Satoru is pretty and yâall see him as âdaddy đ€ą.â Satoru is also over sexualized for no reason everywhere I go thereâs fan art of him sucking off or being balls deep in Suguru or someone either (A. Doing some twisted period blood ritual to his figurine or (B. Someone on tumblr is posting on the ENTIRE INTERNET how badly they want Satoru down their throat with his nut sack against their chin. some of yâall need to touch grass fr bc honestly wtf. Itâs the same thing with SatoSugu itâs so sexualized for no reason. If itâs not freaky fanart of them itâs again, more tumblr post of the freaky positions Suguru would have Satoru in bc Satoru is a bottom apparently. Iâm not hating on bl or gay ships but like why are they so sexualized? Especially by straight people, straight women to be exact. And not every thing needs to have ships or be gay. Satoru is so stripped out of his character not only bc heâs pretty but bc yâall took his bond with Suguru and made it in to something else entirely. Like why canât two women or two men be best friends without getting shipped together? This happens in real life friendships too. Not only does this ruin the friendship but it takes away from the characters personality. Being in this fandom is tiring and just not fun.
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Ty @jasontoddspussy i love seeing your url as always and thank you for tagging
Idk how ill list only five songs so im gonna cheat :whimsy.dot.png:
1. Just One Yesterday - FOB it tops my listen charts every year within the five most played since it came out its so good, the MV (and tbh all of the save rock and roll album make me bugfuck insane i swear, Uma Thurman also fucks me up)
2. What Makes a Good Man - The Heavy, i fuck soo heavy w this song good vibes good funk good soul i love the heavy so much
3. Drop Dead Legs - Vvvvan haleeeeennn i love most of their discography but heh. I am a simple man. I thingj.k with my nuts abd by that my peanurs and i like legs its nasty i can howl like a dog to this song its hot
4. Dead!, Disenchanted, Teenagers, Welcome To yhe Black Parade, Nanana(nananananananana), I never told you what i did, planetary goâ My Chemical Romance never leaves you im here they fuck they slaap i have mainstream music choices tbh i dont rly care anymore
5. More recently anything by Reignwolf (hi riv thanks riv for recommending them â€ïž) rly a huge whor e for these two songs the most tho: Fools Gold and I want you
Other honourable mentions, mother mother, florence and the machine, the struts, megan thee stallion, Kesha (specifically Timber i love this song unapologetically)
Tagging @docxie @meramera-writes @liferockingitout and anyone else my wifi is shorting out rn i paid for limitied airplane bandwirdhth and surviving macximum turbulence i need help , ofc no pressure tag game fun and stuff
(gonna attempt to make a tag game lmao-)
list your top 5 favorite songs !! it doesn't have to be in order,, and also tag ur mutuals!
dead man by self
spring and a storm by tally hall
southwest voodoo by insane clown posse
meteor shower by cavetown
inertia by ajr
tags (no pressure !!): @sstarpopp @northern-wanderers @theworstcreature @inurecity @neo-xolotl @circusclowne @dizzynotez @trashofspace + any one who'd like to join ! (again, no pressure ^^)
#i am prAYIGNT#i love gforce but not LIKE THIS#tag games#you know the post below this one#of the cacnea in the sand tornado#thats ME RN IN THIS FUCKIN PLANE IM REALLY AAIWAUWUWU
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Im sure you have noticed many radfems talk of how men will use their spouse/partner as basically a second mother, having her do all the chores, the emotional labour, the organisation, etc. And I agree with this take.
But can we talk about how a lot of women, especially trad adjacent ones, also see their male partner as almost a parental figure. The amount of times iâve seen women use different versions of âI just want a man that can think for meâ is too many to count at this point. And itâs common. Itâs seen in so much romance media, where the man takes control of everything, all the big decisions. Itâs become a whole trope in heterosexual romance books and stories, of a rich man with control issues who sweeps some woman off her feet and makes it so she basically just disappears in his embrace.
This is gonna sound super harsh, but please know it isnât meant as a critique of them as much as something iâve noticed. I really do believe a lot of women who crave old school gender roles are very lazy, âuselessâ(to themselves) people who donât want to amount to anything in life. The idea of struggle and hardship, heck, even just working TOWARDS something, it scares them so much they would rather be shapeless blobs controlled by someone else. Thatâs why they fetishize that traditional life style for women. Obviously WE know the women of that time and current time too in those types of homes arenât just sitting around all day doing nothing, but I really do think a lot of women use it as an escapism fantasy from life.
The way a lot of them describe their sexual fantasies is similar, itâs always what is done to them, like they arenât actually active participants, like they donât actually have to make any choices.
I think the reason a lot of men crave a parental figure partner vs the reason a lot of women crave one is very different but they seem to be extremely common nonetheless. And with women I also know itâs a very complex issue of both society telling us our worth, the fact that women nowadays even as the more educated demographic STILL do more housework and emotional labour in relationships, capitalism being horrifyingly exhausting to live under, I could go on. But the point is, I think certain women crave a life of no consequences so that whole âiâm just a girlâ and âhe thinks for me, he makes the choicesâ mentality thats unfortunately had a huge uptick in popularity in recent years, I do think itâs women craving a parental figure as a partner. Not to say itâs anything linked to incest, iâm not trying to make freudian connections here, but I think the role of a parent is to take responsibility for the child and they crave that floating consequence free existence of a child.
I dunno, is what Iâm saying completely deranged? Let me know.
Anon, I'm gonna try to be respectful and hold your hand when I say this... YOU'RE RIGHT! Thought I was gonna get condescending on your ass, huh? đđ€Ș
Firstly, don't undercut your words with "I dunno." You made a completely logical point and casually explained yourself so eloquently I wouldn't be surprised if English wasn't your first language.
Secondly! I have seen this too! This weird, "take care of me" emphasis from both sides of the camp. Is it laziness? I wouldn't cast that aside for a second. But I think it's also this strange reaction to the present world. At least in the U.S., the economy is shit and people kind of already know that shit is just going to be hard, no matter what. And as humans, we have a weird tendency to swing the pendulum completely to the left or the right. So our reaction to very real, economic hardship that requires frequent "grinding" is to desire a complete release of the wheel, and to have someone else handle the hard stuff.
For some reason, according to social media, you either need to be grindset girl boss or a trad trophy wife which is...yeah. But I don't doubt your point being more of a reason for this. It's bizarre, and you're not crazy.
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november 25 2024
i haven't really put a lot of words out there recently but i think i finally have something to get off my chest after thinking about it for a while...and to avoid spam it's under the cut D:
happy holidays to everyone though can't believe the season is already here!!!
med school is so hard!! i admit when i first got in, i was like "im not gonna let it get to me. i have amazing stress management skills and i'll handle everything so well!!" and then i fought a lot with dissapointment in myself when i was struggling with things i never imagined.
stuff i feel like i wasn't prepared for:
the constant worry about not doing enough. you see snippets of other people's lives when they are productive and it makes you feel like everyone is so much more productive than you
how hard it can be to compartmentalized. both ways!! when i'm relaxing ("relaxing") i'm planning how to somehow be productive while relaxing. when i'm working, im wishing so bad i had spent my relaxing time ACtually relaxing
attachment. this feels like such a personal problem but when i'm doing practice questions the clinical vignette is consistently similar to people in my life who have been affected by the pathologies i'm about to be tested on. a 70 year old woman with hypertension and diabetes...succumbs to decompensated heart failure. a 50 year old woman has bouts of angina...and suffers a massive MI. a 60 year old male is rushed to the hospital for chest pain...and dies of ventricular arrythmia an hour later. it's so scary thinking about how your parents and loved ones could be those patients!! it motivates me to make sure i learn these things for my future patients but it's sad carrying this around. i guess this is part of why i went to med school anyways...
how easy it is to forget about yourself. i will have days of highly productive focused studying/work but suddenly will get slapped with an unexpected migraine. i am getting a lot better about this but i have to remember that working out, eating well, etc are not wastes of time. i need to preserve myself most importantly becasue without me, i can't even do any of this!!
last thing. projection. i find myself making up problems sometimes that i think is a coping mechanism for projecting my own frustrations into something to blame. like studying is tough and i get frustrated that it doesn't come as easily to me sometimes, so i feel upset that things aren't how i expected them to be, like if i had more support id be happier/better at studying etc. while that's true, i recognize it's also a coping mechanism to place the blame externally...
anyways yeah there are a lot of things i've been thinking about in the thick of it all. med school is not what i expected it to be, and i really cannot blame others for not knowing what to expect either because truly you cannot anticipate how you will feel. thanks for reading it's been a min
#studyblr#study#studyspo#studying#studyspiration#life#college#med school#medical school#medblr#med student#medical student#aesthetic#study motivation
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Hi everyone, kind of a long update:
I booked an appointment at the doctors for the lumps in my neck, only to realise after some heavy googling afterwards that my lymph nodes are just swollen, which yes is weird bc Iâm not ill, but they are relatively normal for swollen lymph nodes, as in theyâre painful (a good sign), and they arenât absolutely massive. So now Iâm afraid Iâm gonna look like an absolute knob to the doctor because i didnât even know you had lymph nodes there đ«
They have no apparent cause to be swollen though, so on a whim I did a little research to see if my 4n0r3x14 is whatâs causing it, and I didnât find any professional healthcare websites on this, but I did find a comment on an 3D forum of a girl who said she was 4n0r3x1c for just under a year and had permanent swollen lymph nodes in her neck.
Another commenter replied saying that it could essentially just be that her body is treating her as if sheâs permanently sick, and so is mass-producing lymphocytes (white blood cells) to try and fight some invisible infection lol (when itâs really an 3D)
So if itâs anything, itâs probably that. But obviously I ainât telling the doctor that, Iâve contemplated cancelling the appointment, but with my social anxiety I just feel like it would be an even bigger inconvenience to them and also I realllyyyyy hate calls.
Also, another thing Iâll mention here to see if anybody has any possible reason for this: I havenât had my period yet, when I definitely should have. And I know your periods can stop with an 3D, but this fast? Really? Iâve only been back into it for 2 weeks. Iâve had the other symptoms that a period is coming, mainly my b00b$ (idk if I can say that without getting t3rm3d or smth lol), but yeah theyâve been very tender and heavy, which usually happens before my period, but Iâve just not had one still, and theyâve been tender like that now for a good week and a half.
I definitely donât think Iâm pregnant, but my boyfriend is going to pick me up a test today just to bring me some ease.
Anyways, back to the actual 3D shit:
I havenât eaten today yet, I had a C4 energy drink (15) before bc I was exhausted (I havenât been to sleep all night), and Iâm scared of gaining today if I eat my usual amount bc I havenât been to sleep (idk the logic of that either really, I think my brain is trying to count it as adding onto yesterdayâs c4ls lol).
It was supposed to be my fasting day today, but I got scared that the doctor was going to make me get a blood test (which he still might, but not today), and then it would show that I have barely any nutrients in my body. I havenât eaten anyways, so either way, if he was gonna do one today Iâd be fcked. But Iâm gonna have a skinny bar or a fibre brownie or smth before I leave, just to hopefully keep me going for a little longer.
Iâm also in work today, only on a 4 hour shift, which is both bad and good, bad for my money but good for my wellbeing lmfao.
Gonna take my rest day today since I havenât slept, and I just know that going the doctors and THEN work straight after will drain the life out of me.
Idk how much Iâll eat today, Iâm not feeling like eating much, but I will update you guys later on obviously with my daily rundown.
Im very scared, but I will be fine, everything will be done with soon, and I can relax and then just pure bash Minecraft when I come in lol.
If you made it this far, thank you, youâre very kind (:
Thank u all for being here.
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iâm in tears 4000 reblogs⊠this is tumblr i would be so embarrassed of that i donât even tell anyone in real life that i use this app. that aside im gonna skip that second paragraph because everything else is going to answer that. iâm assuming youâve been here a while so i know changing your opinion wonât work too well, but youâre looking at this all so one dimensionally.
first off, that happens in year six. there is no âyear seven.â and i am glad that youâre bringing up hermioneâs faults because usually itâs all about ron! i just donât think youâre familiar with Being In Love and to be honest i donât care if hermione beats up on ron. he doesnât either!!! am i supposed to hate women hit men? no. why would i? thatâs praxis. when hermione jokes about it in the next book, he laughs. and if she did it then, he definitely would have deserved it if weâre going to be honest. ron probably likes her for any of the following and perhaps more: she is funny believe it or not, her vindication, the fact that she rides so hard for him and harry, how she cares about him, how sheâs kind enough to want to kill some random chickens for them on the horcrux hunt, how insanely passionate she is about everything, and probably so much more that i donât care to list or think of.
when harryâs away they could be doing anything. hogwarts is a big school. they canonically go to the library a few times, play wizards chess as youâve mentioned, and do some homework/studying (much to ronâs dismay, iâll admit). the book is told from harryâs perspective. we arenât supposed to know what ron and hermione are doing 24/7 and thatâs part of it all. this is where you use something called your imagination. theyâre prefects together. which means that they spent hours walking around the school alone together. probably just chatting about whatever or even in silence, which can sometimes be so much more intimate than a chat.
ronâs opinion on house-elves doesnât just change randomly throughout deathly hallows. the two elves in this book are insanely important to the plot, defeating voldemort, and the trioâs survival if youâve forgot. kreature tells them about the locket and the story of how it originally was removed from the cave. dobby dies for them and saves hermione from being raped by greyback. the reason for the kiss is so big because it does in fact show that ron is growing up and changing, because they are children for the entire series minus a few months during deathly hallows.
and are you serious about this one? why didnât they tell harry? dude, they didnât tell each other for seven years and he was, i dunno, the center of a fucking war by the time they realised that they liked each other for real??? like, again, seriously?
they have âno developmentâ in the epilogue because youâve skipped 19 years and itâs like six pages long and not about them. itâs about harryâs gay son who is scared of being a slytherin, not ron or hermione or rose or hugo. theyâre just little figurines in the background of harryâs small dilemma with his son that only have a few lines of small talk with their best friend/in law.
also, acting like ron and hermioneâs relationship was out of no where just proves that you probably havenât read the first two or three books in a while. some venture to say that seed was planted during the first book when ron sarcastically calls hermione âa lovely, sweet tempered girlâ or the wingardium leviosa scene or when he beats her at wizardâs chess and itâs the first thing sheâs ever lost at. jkr herself said once that they were meant to be a bit âlove at first sightâ-y (theyâre 11 so iâm not 100% a fan of that) but if you canât see it when he nearly jumps draco malfoy in chamber of secrets for wishing hermione dead or when he keeps looking sadly at her empty seat while sheâs petrified youâre being purposefully dense.
if youâd like to try some more arguments please go ahead, but make them harder. this was entirely too easy and elementary. i couldâve given these same answers when i was thirteen.
âI used to ship Harry and Hermione together but that was back when I was 12 years old. Now, Iâve grown up and realized that Ron and Hermione make much more sense together and are good togetherâ is a sure-fire way to tell me you didnât âgrow upâ.
#discourse#romione#harry potter#hermione granger#ron weasley#harry potter discourse#i think youâre actually fucking stupid no joke
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Cassâ literal deaths
I feel like people donât bring up a lot of things in Cassâ story that I find really interesting so Iâm gonna talk about them because there are a surprisingly minuscule amount of fics about them (these are all mainly from her 2000s run cause itâs her longest and also Iâm newgen and havenât caught up yet)
Most of these are gonna be about death and stuff mainly cause theyâre the hardest ones to find stuff on.
ps I apologise If this is rambley and makes no sense or isnât correct (which I will apologise for every 2 seconds) Cassandra Cain is my favourite one and my newest hyper fixation. (Further apology for if this makes no sense for her character at any point (newgen and im shit at characterisation)) also I wrote this at like 2am
First up Cassâ death wish she had in batgirl, I know sheâs grown from it since 20 years ago but it was still a massive part of her character that people seem to ignore (correct me if Iâm wrong again Iâm newgen and I havenât properly read any of the new verse stuff yet) Itâs not like itâs not interesting either, the guilt she feels for her kill is so important to her character. Side tangent but I feel like it wouldnât be ignored if Damian (or any of the other batfam members) felt so guilty about killing he was willing to be literally suicidal about it (Again if this happens and it gets ignored forgive me, Iâve been here like 2 weeks)
next victim is the fact Cass has literally died twice and I rarely see it brought up, even in cannon they just completely forget about it half the time. I mainly bring this up because A. The angst potential is unmatched and B. She literally took a dip in the Lazarus pit!! like trying to find any content at all about Cassâ fun swim in the lazzy pit is like trying to find lost media. And trust me as someone who loves angst and also cass I have been scouring. And itâs not like people donât like the lazzy pits (cough cough jason) either!!
Also Cass literally has a whole brother (mad dog) and Iâve seen him mentioned like twice ever.
In conclusion, Cassâ story is unmatched and people should write more angst about her relationship with death because pretty please and also DC hates Cass.
#black bat#batgirl#orphan#cassandra cain#cass cain#batfam#batfamily#lazarus pit#Put some respect on my girl cassandra and her many angst opportunities#pretty please
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Teehee can we have the continuation of the sibling reader with Curly & Swansea /genq
[We are not involving Jambalaya here.]
OTAY!
Characters: Swansea, curly, jambo hatdog x sibling reader
A/N: yuh no kissy kissy for jambalaya
Warnings: jambalaya
Fluff and Angst
Curly
fluff
He kept you on a safe place this dude is the one who doesn't want to have his sibling to have a single scratch
Curly doesn't like any stranger getting close to you unless you introduce them to him
The best hugger
I feel like his gonna build a rocket cardboard box for you and of course his the pilot and you are his trusted co-pilot
I feel he isn't the best cook but it isn't that bad either, he can only do fry but can't do proper soup
When you go to the tulpar with him he never let's you do where he can't see you
He'd be more happy if you stay by his side in the pilothouse
But you said you get instantly bored and walked to whoever
If you ever got a lover or a partner he will be cold hearted to your partner ti'll he knew more about them then he'll accept you lover
Like anya his a caring and lovable brother but sometimes he get carried away but not letting you do anything saying it's for the best
His fun but his a kill joy sometimes
Angst
When you saw him in the nurse office you couldn't help but cry and laugh at the same time
It's either you crying because you hate seeing your brother like this or laughing because you hate seeing your brother like this (like his funny looking)
You always stay by your brothers side with anya
Curly watch you die from being accidentally shot by jambo hatdog it was supposed to shot Swansea but it didn't know you were there instead of Swansea
After that curly kept making irritating noise that makes jambalaya mad
His tears we're form not only because his legs were cut but also you being the only thing on his mind
When he was put on the cryopad he wishes to wake up and revenge his 'friend' not knowing it killed itself (Jim)
Fluff
Swansea
This man is an old-not so old-man
He is also like curly when you get a spouse he will stare Daggers at them like his going to kill them
But once he gets to know them and know they wouldn't hurt you but if they do he has an axe...
Swansea is like a 40s/50s years old man and you are like on your early 20s/30s so you were annoyed whenever his protective to you
Oh and head cannon! He has a wife his wife is better than him fr fr
Act's like he doesn't care but inside you made him crazy if you get in trouble making him more worried about you
In the ship he also doesn't let you wonder around by yourself and you'd argue that your old now not his little sibling anymore
Angst
When he found out you died while he cradle daisuke he couldn't help but feel guilty for him not being there for you
The thing that comes to his mind that you're calling out for him while he doesn't notice made him hurt to the gut
When he found out it was also jambalayas fault for accidentally killing you in the foam and daisuke dying because Jim made him go up to the vent
That made him more mad knowing he can't save two of his important person
When he saw your body he got on his knees and sobs while holding your head that was peeking out
You suffered too much now it's his turn to avenge his sibling and friend
Im sorry their short but I hope you like em àŒàș¶â âżâ àŒàș¶
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Im just warning that bitch. I heard sjes a fuckn moron. She can act dort of but etill ill boot her down the stairs. Maybe you do Emms but i fear no moron. The smericans ate fuckn morons. Ha ha ga you mnow that everyone dies. How ya doin trump? Ya fat headed fuck. That giy thinks we re gonna listen or obey hos stupid orders. All hid followers wexll jusy shoot them. Watch and see how yhey never get hear my base Emma or go on area. I e bern to the bade i have an office there. Its not as advanced as my base. Anyway fattysmluke before when he was there hes like ibwanna see area 51. We re like do you wanna fuckn die fo ya. No joke thats we say timpresidents and then they shit yhe fuck up. We re i ches away ftom shooting elon lusk. Trump eoildnt sctuslly care. Ha ha hes tje worst msn alive and the wordt froend snyone can have. Not like you and me. Hiwd thag stupid eay finnes doin. Did he shit his stupid monkey trap like i telt him. Buddy ive burtied more peopke than aids im comin over. Shut up before inget there any of yas. Theyll let me hint yoy doen and i fuckn will. I font jeed a hun you dont jnow how deadly i sm but youll find our the hard way i know it because youre a fucking asshole sir. Ha ha ya im a bigger badder one. I. The stsyes yheg calked me the plague for awhile. Cause i lurdrred do nany anericans stupuc whattya mean why? Snd i cane off atea 51 im gonna throw you arpund like a rag doll. So just shut your fuckn stupid teap abd keep it shit sie abd i wont hsve to break yiyr fucon pencil bitch neck. I emsaculate any nan. In jaol yiyd bs cleani g my fuckn toolet if i was that way. But om not an american i just hinted them for years. Im half american and canadian i hate both of em. Im better by bring a bit of both. Unlike you. You sir ate a pure fuckn lymie fuck. And if i see you i wolmstop and talk. Theyll find you atbyhe vttom of a staircas ex with a broken fyvkn jeck like trumps ex was flund. That fat fuckn retard is like i wanna see area 51. So you aanna die is the response he got. I run north america. Watch this ya stupid lymie fuck. Sorry Emma but youre half french thats why you have a softer ki der nature. No no ones snart sweetie not compated to ke no one. Youll find that out immediately if you try n get snartvwith me. I wanna see area 51 he dfuckn said that. Their exact resonse waz do you wanna die go ta. Nobody but the hoghest security ckearence individuaks go on area 51z that means ne a few other people. No president has ever se foot on that base Emma. I run the earyh. So its fun to know ne if im yoyr froend ill slsp anyone rlse pur. No om smart yeyte as intellugent as a brick is compared to me. Only a brick is more useful.
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So I just finished Dragon Age Veilgaurd and I'm convinced some very loud Gamers just don't want to play a game that just feels nice to play. Its like a nice bag of chips, I ate the whole fucking thing.
Anyway spoilers- spoilers for my ending and romance and general yappin.
I shoved Solas ass into veil- I have no history with him from the other games. Back when (the other da games) they were first released. I understood that Solas was one of the fan favorites, so I kind of went into this thinking I was going to become a fan- nah. At every turn this game chanted change is better. Letting go of the past, just means creating something new. Solas refused to change and at every turn betrayed Rook. I faught Mythal for no fucking reason that hard ass fight. Because I just tricked him, it felt way better for my scrappy Mourn Watcher.
There were moments where I could see the vision of Solas fuckers. He had some of the best witty dialogue. Also just the aguring between them was tasty at times. An then the ending happened and I was so fucking stunned. I kept saying "imma kill him," an even as I said that i was STILL feeling sorry for him. I stood firm though, locked his ass right up.
Hes the prefrect manipulator, he played on my emotions to the very end, very good job game.
My romance was Lucanis- I love him and idk how im gonna do other playthrough to romance anyone else. When he is so devoted and i love that so much. I talked about being emmrich girl and he turned out to be more of a best friend character for my Mourn Watcher.
All in all i liked this game- everyone giving it shit is just allergic to story thats not just fucking bleak all the gotdamn time. Sad shit still happened in this game. But damn- its like you can't enjoy some shit thats corny with out someone in your ear telling you how you shouldnt like it. Nah- we ball it was good i enjoyed it. This has been the first game i've completed this year.
#dragon age veilgaurd spoilers#dragon age veilguard#solas dragon age#solas spoilers#dav spoilers#dav#da4#da4 spoilers
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art tag
love a good art tag so thank you @doshiart for thinking of me <3
How did you start drawing? What year was it that you become more seriously and consciously interested in it?
uh ive been drawing all my life, i wanted to be an 'artist' when i was 6 and then it kinda went into different ideas surrounding art - tattoo artist, graphic designer, illustrator, etc etc and then i decided to pursue graphic design afer high schoo about 8 years ago? and have a degree in that now
When you felt the urge to share your art with other people? When did you start posting your drawings on social media?
i was always drawing for other people and then i started posting my fanart when i got twitter and tumblr in 2010, so it's still floating around on here
Your first/earliest drawing. What were your impressions of it back then and what are your feelings now?
i was probably really proud of it and had probably never seen a giraffe at all, i was 5. there's earlier ones out there of course but this is the earliest i could find around me
Your first fanart ever
i cant find my fanart of my little pony from 2004, or my fall out boy, panic at the disco and my chemical romance stuff from 2008. i drew this of ian in 2011 though.
Your first gallavich fanart
see above
When you had bad days and things didn't work out, what inspired you to keep trying?
what else was i gonna do with my life lol, im not good at maths, im not good at english, im not good at science so this was the only thing left. i dont share what i draw most of the time, no one needs to see it, so i just sketch whats around me, i scribble just to get the anxiety out. and then i come back sometimes weeks later like it never happened.
Show your old piece that you strongly dislike and tell why.
i was just getting back into the shameless fandom after being in and out since 2011 and i hadnt actually drawn them for a long time so i hate this one with a burning passion.
Show your old piece that you very like and tell why. What's the difference with the previous?
this is a scanned version, it's done entirely in sharpie. i like how simple it is, just one medium, stark contrast, and yeah. difference between them is that one is digital and one is traditional, one was done after drawing them for years and the other was done after taking a break to draw for other fandoms.
Show your old piece that you were very proud of back then.
maybe this one from university? i made a guidebook of architecture of melbourne and i drew every building by hand, i did this maybe 4 years ago?
Do you do any practice sketches or warm-ups before you draw something big?
oh yeah - mind maps, thumbnails, hand drawn text exploration, figure sketches, writing down different values. every single one of my drawings that get posted start like this
Sketch vs Final. Show your process.
i had to redesign the blair witch movie poster
Your most recent drawing.
logo ive been working on for a client - not bound by contract so i can share it with you because i dont want to share my secret santa thing lol
Give yourself some praise! Look at what improved in your art!
im glad you kept going. through all the death threats, through people selling your stuff without you knowing, through the depression. who knew you'd still be drawing for the same fandoms decades later?
Any advice you'd give to your earlier self?
stop giving a SHIT about everyone else. draw for yourself and no one else.
Set a goal for yourself for the coming year.
stop getting taken advantage of <3
im tagging @spookygingerr @ghoulish-art-tendencies
@vintagelacerosette @suzy-queued @cal-tastrophe @iansw0rld @heymrspatel @grumble-fish
#im really sorry if you dont want to be tagged#just let me know and ill untag you#tagged#tag game#m does art#my art
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WASHER DRYER COMING TODAY!!! GET HYPED LOSERS!!!!!!!!
#not the new ones i want it'll be my sisters used secondhand ones BUT#YAY#im gonna have them for like. a year or so.#until she moves again#and only bc the place she's renting for the year already has a set that she doesn't need to pay for#so im borrowing hers for now :)#but that's infinitely better than having to go to the laundromat to do my laundry so#YEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH BOOOOOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII#and hopefully next year ill actually get to buy my own finally#shh ac
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So let me tell you how the 4 timelines of Pokemadhouse works!
In this post i explained about the 2-82 universe, from the oficial list made by lily of Pokemadhouse AUS, that in total are 3.
These 3 actually.
So lets give a resume from the 4 timelines:
Prime Timeline: Pokemadhouse
This is the original comic timeline, the timeline where all events of the comic happened, and the one that "Matters" in a way.
The best timeline according to Lily, where they are all ok, having happy lives and doing what they did in the comics.
2-82 Timeline: G Brainwashes Lily
This is the Timeline from the explanation i gave before: A timeline where G Brainwashes Lily to make her her wife and turns her into a puppet wife. Its a timeline hated by both Prime!G and Prime!Lily, because they know the G from this timeline is a monster but cant do nothing because its alternative timelines rules or something similar. Either way, very few info is given about this timeline, the main thing known is that the G in this timeline is blantaly evil.
Detail: The number of this timeline is a reference to Gardevoir number Pokedex, reinforcing the ideia of G being in control of everything.
1-3 Timeline: G Dies (TW: Death Mention, Abuse Mention, Depression Mention)
This is the saddest timeline from the 4. According to it, in 2017, around the same time Lily was dating Lizzy (Called Kirsten in the comics and refered as a monster in all timelines), G died somehow. Her death affected Lily in a very bad way, because 3 years after her death she was still incapable of reforming her life, so she just had a depressive breakdown.
She gave away all her pokemon, left behind all her friends and locked herself at her own home, not leaving for anything. Its implied that she has a relationship with someone abusive because in the wiki its said that her bag eyes are Actually BLACK EYES.
Oh and the icing in the cake: G in this timeline is a Ghost. Not a Ghost type or a poltergeist but a literal ghost no one can see or touch, that haunts Lily trying to find a way to help her, but she cant. So all she can do is stay with her.
The Timeline number, 1-3, is a reference to the number 13, because this timeline is also called Bad Luck AU.
4-20 Timeline: G and Lily are Stoners
This is the calmest Timeline of the 4, and the only one where the original Owner of the Madhouse is still living his happy life. On this AU, G and Lily basically decided to travel by themselves in a hippie-like style. All they do usually is smoke weed, pot, and chill out. The title of this timeline is a joke about 420 (Too obvious)
But in this timeline its also implied that G and Lily did the "Deed" after getting extremely High, an event in the comics that its called the "Microwave Lamen incident", a mistery that was never fully explained what it was and probably never will because of them both being so fucking High all the time they dont seem to care about anything else.
In this timeline Lily dont have any other pokemon too.
That's the 4 timelines, thank you for reading until here, now im gonna back to my life.
Peace
https://www.tumblr.com/lily-orchard-stuff/767748338287362048/looking-back-at-madhouse-it-really-was-just
So according to Lily's own commentary on her comic, for a long time Madhouse was just about how cool it would be to have a psychic best friend, then it was about making fun of people who wanted to fuck Gardevoirs, then it was therapy about people who develop feelings for people too easily trying to move past that, then G and the Violate arc were a reflection of Courtney abusing Lily, then the comic was always about Lily not wanting to fuck a Gardevoir and they were never getting together, now that whole arc is a funny, spontaneous will-they-won't-they.
Like these are all different things. These are all different stories with very different authorial intents behind them. And to the first person to ask why this matters: because despite trying to pin this on 'ADHD', it's actually Lily shifting around the meta framing of the story to feel out the explanation that best serves whatever public persona she's most invested in presenting at the moment, which is exactly how she's handled every controversy from Stockholm to Tara Callie to Courtney.
ââit's actually Lily shifting around the meta framing of the story to feel out the explanation that best serves whatever public persona she's most invested in presenting at the moment, which is exactly how she's handled every controversy from Stockholm to Tara Callie to Courtney.â
YES, THANK YOU. That is exactly what sheâs doing, cherry picking whatever narrative suits her self-interest best. Itâs so⊠Agh. I hate it.
Anyways, hereâs an old screenshot of Lily posting art of Madhouse!Lily and G being married.
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